Disney's Motivational Video + Captions (taking a short break)

Disney's Motivational Video + Captions (taking a short break)

November 30, 2020 ,



So, I need a break. It will be short. maybe just a month, maybe something less or something more, but I really need it. I have been struggling with anxiety and kind of depression for the latest years. Have started many Youtube channels, all have reached millions of views and thousands of subscriptions and this has helped me a lot, until one day, they got terminated due to copyright infringement. I never gave up, I never will, I start over and over again, every time, everywhere, but it always hurts. Anyway this has never caused the anxiety in my mind. What made anxiety a part of me was: overthinking and self-judgement. But I have been recovered over the past few weeks, not completely, but there is a different me. I saw a therapist and thanks to her, now I am a different man. I have started to see the world colorful. I am not weak, I am so strong and I say that with all my heart and soul. I may overthink, I may overlove, but I try to be kind anyway. I am not afraid to share my insecurities with you, because this is me, and I don’t want to act like someone else. I have never done that, I will never do that!
For you who don’t know me, I am just an 18 year old medical student from Albania. I started this channel at first alone as Tommy Network, then I had to ask my best friend for help. He has done a great job, too much experimental and I like that. We still work together on this channel, but I am taking a break, idk, maybe he will still post videos here. Many of you have come here from Different World, One Life, Penguins, so I believe that we have a small family with too much optimism and love here. Let’s keep it acoustic. I like it! For those who may think I am making money from Youtube, I have to say that they are just lying to themselves. All the songs are copyrighted and all this Youtube thing started as a Healing for me, and watching you guys sharing so much love every single day, you make me happier and I love you so fucking much! Keep doing that, share love with everyone, even with strangers, we are all fighting a battle, so, we all need to be reminded that we are loved, because sometimes we forget that. Love Is Love!! What I have to ask from you is that, if you know someone who is having anxiety issues, who is fighting with depression, who is having suicidal thoughts, please talk to them, please! Please tell them that you care. Please tell them they are not alone, they are loved, and loved, and loved. Tell them! And if you are the one who is struggling with mental health, I will always be here for you. You can contact me on my instagram (@eltom19) and I will make time to talk to you. I may not be the best, but I am not here to be the best. I am average, I am good and confident. I don’t want to be an angel, but only human. Your mental health is more important than everything..
And if you are struggling with anxiety, remember that anxiety is like a bell which rings to remind you that you need to take care of your own self, And this is what I am going to do. I am going to focus on my studies, first year of medical school seems so difficult, but I have found good friendship and a great desire and willpower in my heart to invest in myself. I will keep focusing on practicing the guitar and the piano. Haven’t been practicing for weeks!
Remember that you are loved and I just want you not to change! Stay you! Stay beautiful! 💙 I REPEAT, YOU ARE LOVED!

Video by RedFrost Motivation

Captions by juicyroyalty.

p.s. Keep the good music playing! 🌹

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